Thursday, February 23, 2006

brain expansion, indeed

uni has started once more. it just sets in concrete that i'm in a city away from the people i care about, away from my source of sex. two years ago it was easy, getting to know people and getting to feel people. i now regret it becuase most were knobs.
but its different. now i have a distance from everyone.
i'll set my sights on expanding my brain and mind with knowledge, that hopefully this thing called university can provide me.
less than a year to go. i'll be back in Sydney, maybe even working abroad.

Friday, February 03, 2006

i found myself walking towards the ocean and rocks. there was no sand, no beach and there wasn't even a trail or walking track. i just kept walking.
i found i could go no further. i turned around and walked back.
such is life, i guess

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

another long stretch of time between posts, but truly, this is how it will be from now on. i just can't seem to find equilibrium and enough dedication.
Last friday i saw The Mars Volta at the Enmore Theatre in Sydney.
They fucken rocked.
an 8 piece ensemble that created free flowing jazz, rock and intensity. gods bless Omar and his crew.
oh, i touched Cedric's hair, and fell in love with the latino, sexy, skinny bongo player - Omar's brother.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Check me out!

peer pressure i say, peer pressure
or maybe i'm just a sheep.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Explain and critically discuss Benjamin’s account of how the ‘aura’ of traditional art-works is destroyed in the age of mechanical reproduction. Consider the function Benjamin ascribes to new art-forms such as the film


i have two days to write an essay on this. Although i prefer to read and learn about him biographically.

mind is awash with emotional baggage at the moment.
it's hard to be in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way. and i feel guilty for it.
apparently leading someone on, and then crushing them.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

haven't been around for quite a while.
busy busy busy with uni and
personal dilemmas abound
i feel i've abandoned a child, so i come to hug, nourish and remind i'm still here and caring.
lots of love, nica