Thursday, February 23, 2006
brain expansion, indeed
uni has started once more. it just sets in concrete that i'm in a city away from the people i care about, away from my source of sex. two years ago it was easy, getting to know people and getting to feel people. i now regret it becuase most were knobs.
but its different. now i have a distance from everyone.
i'll set my sights on expanding my brain and mind with knowledge, that hopefully this thing called university can provide me.
less than a year to go. i'll be back in Sydney, maybe even working abroad.
Friday, February 03, 2006
i found i could go no further. i turned around and walked back.
such is life, i guess
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Last friday i saw The Mars Volta at the Enmore Theatre in Sydney.
They fucken rocked.
an 8 piece ensemble that created free flowing jazz, rock and intensity. gods bless Omar and his crew.
oh, i touched Cedric's hair, and fell in love with the latino, sexy, skinny bongo player - Omar's brother.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Check me out!
peer pressure i say, peer pressure
or maybe i'm just a sheep.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
i have two days to write an essay on this. Although i prefer to read and learn about him biographically.
mind is awash with emotional baggage at the moment.
it's hard to be in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way. and i feel guilty for it.
apparently leading someone on, and then crushing them.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
busy busy busy with uni and
personal dilemmas abound
i feel i've abandoned a child, so i come to hug, nourish and remind i'm still here and caring.
lots of love, nica